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I'm lost;

More than ever, what is there to actually want?
I've slowly been told two different sides to take this situation.
And I've been standing in the middle, weighing the outcome.
Knowing and yet not wanting to make the decision.
Why?! Because I care too much.
I've done this before, but where is that strength to get past this one?

Rant ._.

Am I asking too much? For someone who wants to do things spontaneously, only because we live life once.
Haven't you ever felt the eager to just do something?

Felt that you can't hold something in from someone whether good/bad?
Felt that maybe you aren't making a difference?
Felt that you should give that best/good/close friend the trust that they deserve?

Why are things so easy and others so hard?
Why do the nice ones get taken advantage of?

:\

I wish I could, but I'm not.

I'll be here for the aftermath, I promise<3!
Forever and Always, no matter how big/small the problem is.

Yesterdayyyy Night (:

Will be something I won't forget for a good while.
(:
Canoga Park's Homecoming Game with Best Frannn-Keith, Erwin, Erick, and Luis.
In N Out, during half time.
Haha, Flying Dutchman [;
Menchie's with Best Frannn, Keith. <3
Thank youuuuu for the American Apparel Sweater[:
Hanging at home with Keith.

Good night, very good night.
[:

Parking at Menchie's.
Keith: "Will 20 minute parking work for us?"
Kim: "Really, us? We can never make a choice and it takes forever for us to decide something to do."
Keith: "Haha, yeah."

Thank you guys for making my night. [:

RANDOM;

I'm sitting here eating Halloween candy and digging myself deeper and deeper into this s--thole called, senioritis. I believe it's of a relation to procrastination, where I met during eighth grade.
[They should really give out salt water laffy taffy for Halloween, because half of the candy is YUCKY.]

I promise after the ten week report card, I'll go back to normal.
SIIIIIKE. But, no really I need to.
No unnecessary Key Club events, 0_0!
Chat box rooms.
And got to get a math tutor. I'll probably end up going to the one where everyone goes to.
Juli, Erick, Justin, Brian, and others.
Where we learn in cubicle squares, not even big enough to move around.
Where kids are divided by age group then by subject.
And there's only one tutor! O_O

I'm in desperate need of new glasses, so that I can finally get my permit. AND! So that I can see in class. I'll look nerdy. But heck, I could care less right about now.

SAT's are this weekend. GROSS_GROSS_GROSS_GROSS. But, I didn't study. I don't need it anymore, maybe I'll just cancel it. MAYBE! I'll go in and just mess around and make a design out of the bubbles, JKIN'.

I want a new pair of converse. [My own design]
I want a tattoo at the age of 18. [Dinosaurs<3]
I want to live in Australia. [Finding Nemo]
I wish life had a pause button. [SYSTEM OVERLOAD]

But more importantly, I want a cure for all types of cancer.

[For everyone who's been diagnosed in this world.]

Meet me at the borderline.

& if you follow this road, it'll lead you to all answers.
Where is this road? It's being paved by you and your actions.

Lately, I've been wishing I had gotten my license at a sooner time in life. So that when days weren't the best, I could just leave this valley behind.

Take me somewhere as long as the city lights are indistinct.
<3

Homecoming Weekend :D

FRIIIDAYYY; Homecoming Game was fun fun fun and bonding. (:
Prior to that, 'Three Stars and a Sun' Bake Sale, they made a whopping loads of ca$h!
I have now been brainwashed by the flips.

We lost JV game, but won Varsity against Granada.
7-0, next game if against Taft. We shall see.
I got to make cotton candy, [: the machine was a bit weird for a couple of times.
Cleaned up afterwords. Came home and then knocked out early.

SATUUURDAYYY; I failed to wake up early D: to do the baseball field clean up. Left my Junior Rep in charge.
Later, went to the Dios De Los Muertos in Canoga Park.
Failed to find the area, so Jay and Erick had to go to the streets and Jay started jerking. Haha. [:
Volunteering there was fun, except the damn lady kept leaving and bossing us around like crazy. Then, she leaves for the entire time.
Taft and CPHS came (: that was a fun time, trying to make spirit gear for Fall Rally.
Clean up afterwords, canopies :D

SUNDAYYY; October DCM at Warner Park Center. [:
20 ECRHS Key Club members showed up.
DOMINATE.
Ride that pony, ice breaker. It failed ): Cause people weren't cooperative.
Jay ran for Fall Rally Bidding. :D and won, along with Rafael.
Had fun during DCM, with my members.
Saw my best frannn, Keith (:
Had Kiwanis Meeting, which went weird and so quiet, which people didn't hear stuff. ]:
Best Frannn left without saying goodbye.

Went to go eat sushi<3 [:
With about the same kids from last Sunday -- AIDS WALK.
EEL & CUCUMBER never fails.

Canceled with best frann -because didn't want to make him drive so much- for Menchie's.

Sat around listening to stories, then everyone left ]: so sat around talking to people on the phone.
Saw Elco kids at the Promenade, talked to this kid I've seen around school.
He thought I was Flip, haha.
Then left to go home,
[;

Now here procrastinating like no other.